Breaking Down

Voices in the darkness
Memories of words unsaid
Sights and sounds and smells
This empty lonely bed
I still hear your laughter
When I close my eyes
I still smell your perfume
I still believe the lies
I never thought the worst
I never thought you'd leave
You were my very best friend
You were the one I could believe
And so I lay here waiting
For what I really don't know
'Cause noone's going to show up
'Cause I'm still here alone
And your eyes still haunt me
And your smile breaks my heart
Though they tell me I am ok
They tell me I am fine
But I'm the one who knows better
I'm the one who's broken
I lost myself somehow
My self-made world fell apart
What I thought was real was shattered
Along with my heart
And here I sit in the darkness
On this empty bed
And I still hear your voice
Ringing in my head.